6 more weeks.

Well we have 6 more weeks left. Time has flown by. I wish there was more time, there was so much more that I did to preserve my pregnancy with cadence that I just haven't had time for. It makes me sad. In the beginning I did start a journal as I did for cadence and I added this pregnancy to our scrap book. I have a whole bunch of ultra sound photo's but I didn't do the week by week pregnancy photo's or the pregnancy calendar. My body just doesn't look as pretty on camera as it did with cadence. Stretch marks don't really make you want to take a picture! I am really excited to finally meet this little Aurora Rogge though. I am ultimately glad that we are sticking with this name. She is definitely an Aurora and she seems to respond to the name. I talk to her a lot. She seems to be the only one who will sit still and just listen.I have definitely created a strong bond with her. I am nervous about what lies ahead. I know that this is going to be really hard for me but I think its going to be even harder on cadence. I am the only person in the world that is always there and now she is going to have to share. Sharing is something we learn and she is enjoying the idea of sharing at all. I guess in time everything always works its self out and I just have to keep faith that we will get past the hard times and try to focus and enjoy all of the good times. My current goal. To enjoy these last few weeks and try and appreciate being pregnant before it is gone as i am going to get the IUC implanted to prevent pregnancy for the next 5 years. To spend as much quality time with cadence as I can and attempt to prepare us both for what lies ahead.